hello friend...

goshh im still in my holiday mood..
waking up late..no need to worry about work..
watching tv..surfin the internet..playing neopets..
somehow i wonder whether "is this my life???"..
the life i always wanted????
i mean working..
doing the same routine for i dont know how many years..
and i cant imagine myself working until the age of 56..
i used to enjoy my work..i do..
but lately it seems that i'd lost the passion ..
every morning i have to force myself to go to work..
and in the office seeing all the cheque or letters i have to sign..
which sometimes i dont even know what it is for..
i felt so clueless and hopeless..
and make me questioned myself..
am i suitable for this job..
the big responsibility i have to carry around..
u cant imagine how many people i hv to entertain per day..
with all sort of problems and stories..
and i have to admit that..
sometimes i juz want to lock my door and ignore everybody..
because as far as im concerned im not interested with their proposal and their stories..call me selfish..thats what im feeling rite now..
and every night before goin to bed i wish that my fiance will suddenly become so rich that i dont have to work anymore..
i am so lazy..and i am so hating my job right now..
benci benci benci.. aku bosan bosan bosan..
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by ♥ a i z a ♥ @ 10:36 AM [4]comment(s)

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